OVER!!!

Everything is over!

The bubble had burst. Right in front of me.

This time it's going to be real hard.

Guess my crying mood is going to last for months.

Rainbow

People say that rainbow will come after the rain.

So where is my rainbow?

I hate standing under the rain now.

I'm waiting for my wind.

Where is my wind?

When will it come?

When I'm free from pressure!

Cos wind blow from high pressure to low pressure....

Bye! Mood Swing

I found the problem!

Feeling Evil

The dumbiest thing to do is to tell your cousin your blog address.

And the cousin is ME!!!!!

Now I'll know all your secrets and tell my mum.

YOU ARE DEAD!!!!!!!! Wahaa...

I HATE...

1) People who set rules and break them THEMSELVES!!!!
If you are the one who suggest that we are work till 6 everyday and get alternate saturdays off, then I expect you to set the example. Instead of going off at 5 once or twice every week. I know going off early don't really matter much, cos most of us will be chatting away or slacking. But then, it's just super unfair for those who leave at 5 and yet come back to work EVERY saturday!

I just hate it!!!

Don't say you need to leave early cos you have something important to do. If everyone in the office have to stay till 6, then are you willing to take a cab out? If you are not willing to, then your important stuff is not that important after all. It's purely because you want to leave earlier.

Super disgusting!!!!

2) To make decisions
I'm being approached by the process team a few days ago. They were asking me if I'm interested to join the process team since I'm a process engineer and it's definitely more related to what I have studied.

There is this part of me which really want to go. I'm definitely more interested in process than mechanical and I really hope to apply the things I have learnt in school to my work.

But then, I enjoyed what I'm doing now too. I have really learnt alot during the past 6 months. It's totally different from the things learnt in school yet I feel more enriched. Able to learn more mechanical stuff which I feel it's super useful.

The biggest reason for me not going over is my boss. I'm sure people in the process team will never be as nice as my boss. I always tell him that "There'll always be only one Ms Lee around." I'm scared, really scared. If my boss is not in the mechanical team, I would have left immediately.

My boss say that I have always been in the comfort zone; knowing that whatever happen I'll have him to back me up.

Maybe I should try to break through my comfort zone. But I'm worried that the process team will be worst than the mechanical team. And there will be no one to listen to my complains, entertain me when I'm bored, cheer me up when I'm sad and teach me things cos I'm super lousy!